To feel used is the most painful thing, especially when everyone sees it but you. Yet, even though they see reality they choose not to awaken your senses but still have the audacity to become the judge of your mistakes. I get it, I let a guy use me cause I'm white. But don't you think I haven't punished myself the most for this mistake? How can someone, a best friend even, do this. When a person feels like gravel, stepped all over and insignificant, they don't need a hammer to hurt them more one already has been. Sometimes considering others feelings will be the difference from the person hurt going into a depression of unworthiness and the same person seeing they deserve better then treated an will find someone who sees the true worth.