The Unspoken Words

Today I did the hardest thing I have ever had to do… One of the things that I have been petrified of since I was a young teenager… Talking to someone in depth about ending a relationship.   To some, they might laugh at this and think that...

Rock Bottom

It’s weird how you have to hit rock bottom before you discover yourself and what you wish to truly do in life. While studying abroad in Korea I thought I was studying enough… or at least that’s what it seemed since all my free time was spend on...

Crazy

Finals... the one word that everyone hates, and a time they dispise. Soo much pressure to remember information like a computer program. Only regurgitating data and spouting it out to robots. No one learns anything. Why cant the world be one where...

Every Time....

I have figured it out…. The universe likes to play jokes on everyone, especially me when it comes to finding the right person to like. All of my life I have had relationship problems due to not knowing what one is actually like. My father is the...

Why?

Why do I keep thinking about you…? Every time I look at my phone I go through the pictures exchanged through text message. Every time I do something, even if it’s just going for a walk, I want to share it with you immediately. Every time I...

Indescribable

I think it happened... It started with a joke, he wanted to know if I had a boyfriend. I said no where he replied want to be ours. Laughing I mistook the tingling feeling for excitement of people finally being friendly to me in my tennis class...

You say no an God sends two

I decided last week that I would focus on my studies and stop worrying about getting a boyfriend; there was already enough pressure on me for the fact that I have a group of couple friends. The one thing about couple friends, especially ones who act...

A Blossoming Newfound Self

New life, new land, new me... I have been in South Korea for a total of four weeks now and already I’m noticing some changes in my personality. No longer am I putting on my mask to shield people from my true emotions, No longer am I letting others...

Opportunity stripped away

All of my life I have been granted extraordinary opportunity’s to do things, whether it was a summer studying at Oxford or going to Paris to for a summer learning sign language. However every single time someone rips it away from me, this someone is...

Statue in the Room

              America, too many people, is known as a place that will bring peace; a sanctuary to those who are in turmoil and a microphone to clamor concerns about growing genocide in countries smoldering in war. However if one was to look deeper,...

Wounds, especially words, take years to heal

     Today I found out that you are able to heal from an emotional abusive family and that me easily accepting men who just use me in my life is the absence of knowing what true love is in my life. Maybe one day when I finally hear will be when I can...

Tom

       Okay so I met this man recently, let’s just call him Tom because I don’t wish to establish his real name, but he lives on my floor and plays football at my college. At first he seemed awkward and did not talk much so I did not pay him much...

Shitty nights

    After a night of partying with a best friend I discovered that she is not the best drunk to be around. She is needy, clingy, and a emotional drunk who will literally bite your head off if you try to either tell her to stop drinking cause she has...

A time to finally cry an let it all out

   Have you ever felt like you wanted to hit the delete button on certain parts of your life? That you could fast-forward the seemingly insignificant parts in time and rewind to relive the most enjoyable parts? Right now is my point of time where I...

Hate Relationships

Sometimes I do not want to sound like those girls who do nothing but wine about how sucky their relationships are but it seems like everytime you attempt to try at a relationship you get slapped down to the ground with the sleghammer of reality. The...

Weakness of our county

    I wonder how weak our country has to become before some other country that we have pissed off, which are far too many to count, attack us. I can tell you the result already; we will be over thrown because there is no draft forcing us to learn...

Overlooked Girl Meets Well Liked Boy[part one]

   In this world we all coexist in different ways, kind of like how in a high school every student has a role to play. Their is the over obnoxious football player with a full ride to any college, who is using his stupidity as a cover for truly being...